Archive for September, 2008

Fresh new music courtesy of my main man on the WESTSYDE MZ! Keep grindin’ my nigg!!!

D/L ===> Akon – Right Now (Na Na Na)

LISTEN ===> Akon – Right Now (Na Na Na)

D/L ===> Keri Hilson ft. Lil Wayne – Turning Me On

LISTEN ===> Keri Hilson ft. Lil Wayne – Turning Me On

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So I’m driving into work today and got the iPhone jumpin’. I usually would make my morning rounds and call F to see what’s poppin’ or be emailing while I drive (Yes, I am one of those people that may potentially hit you one day so watch out!).

Today, I was feeling like I just need to vibe out and just feel some GOOD MUSIC, so I skimmed through the new stuff I put on the jawn last night and then got into my “CMP3” folder… I have no clue why it’s called that, but I had this joint since my old RCA 250mb MP3 player. It’s a folder with joints I know I can always rock with no matter the mood.

I hadn’t listened to the songs in here in a while and i hit shuffle and it was a trip!

I was jammin’ to OC’s “Ma Dukes,” Cru’s “Pronto,” Royal Flush’s “Worldwide” and my forgotten gem… J-Treds “Make It Happen.”

Have no clue what happened to this nigga, but this joint is like some inspirational/motivational shit!

I ran it back like 6 times and know every daam word still. I am amazed that I can remember song lyrics, but can’t remember the name of people I meet on a regular basis…

“Make It Happen”is the shit! I’ll add a link to download it when I get back to the spot later on tonight, but for real listen to it  on that YouTube link and ride with me on this one. Homie really was on to something.

And I’m not one that digs for inspiration in music, movies and books anymore. Shit leads you astray sometimes. I inspire myself now, but this nigga drops so many lines that moved me, I had to write about it.


“Fuck that let it be attitude/Detrimental to gettin’ my papers, has me settlin’ for “pencils”/ #2, no worse, no better/ I want to grow cheddar on my family tree/ I guess a go getter is what I got to be…”

“Son there’s just one life to live/ I’ma live it never fake it/ Goin’ all out to SHINE and what no-body’s givin’, I’m takin’ / Never slackin’ cause TIME is LIFE and I’ma make it happen…”

“My plan of action; do it, get it done and KEEP IT MOVIN’/ My peeps included and my family maxin’…”

“Fat pay stubs/ By all means evade slugs/ Concur hate, make love, these are the things MEN ARE MADE OF…”

MY NIGGA!!! This joint is is the ultimate in music that moves the soul and gets you motivated. I  can’t front… It doesn’t even have Akon, T-Pain or Lil Wayne on it and it’s still hot!


-H-Diddy Blogger OUT…

…:::MOOD MUSIC:::…

D/L: ===> J-Treds – Make It Happen


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Now most of you that know me, pretty much know I haven’t had a “real job” in almost 5 years until this past May (2008).

Uuuummmm and working for people has never been my cup of tea and I detested the regimental “9 to 5” life some people have and are content with.

I was and arguably am a free spirit at heart, but from January to Spring 2008 I had a tough time coping with shit going on in my life… I let my emotions take over and was basically thinking with my heart not my brain.

THAT WAS THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE. Ask Alireza, he mocked me everyday he could though that phase…  😦


I took a good look in the mirror and decided that I’ma prove my doubters wrong and get me a job out of SPITE! Not cause I need money or want to get on with my life in that way, but out of good old SPITE!

So I did and got a daam good paying job, where I pretty much do nothing but sit at a desk all day and tug at my nuts…

Now my mom and pop are excited to def and so is my sister (notice me crying 😦 in the picture). Finally H Diddy Blogger is earning his keep and not living off the family’s vast feedbag, on his way to being a bum… And the market sucks right now, so I got to watch what I got so I can have it later…

To be honest I had more money messing with my own businesses and doing nothing than I did with any job, but oh well, I needed a switch, before I might go postal

So I get into this working thing and I’ve been working now for about 5 months and today I quit

Why? Cause someone called me and offered me MO MONEY, MO MONEY, MO MONEY!!!  

And I didn’t even think I would last this long in the work force because I don’t like to take orders… I’ve been a leader and organizer since my Aunt Una told I was the ONE!

But, for some of reason companies are getting at me still and one got back at me with a better offer than they had before…

It was actually sort of a fluke, but I went on the interview and charmed my way to a senior position in USA Today on their dot com side working with their advertising and web content department.

So yeah, going back into the work force was easy cause, “momma ain’t raise no fool. Put me anywhere on God’s green Earth and I’ll triple my worth, motherfucker!”

Real talk… I’m caking it and I haven’t even put on a tie yet. I figure by Spring ’09 I’ll be in a good $250k salary range, but I’m not gonna watch life pass me by.

I’m ghosting as soon as we get F in a good space…  

I still got my DREAMS and AMBITIONS… Which were hindered greatly by HATERS, but not anymore… I’m only seeing shit for what it is. I know where I’m from and where I’m at and I definitely know where I’m going.

Do you? If you don’t, I think you should look in the mirror and think it over, like I did because if I didn’t I’d be in a very, very, very bad space right now.

-H Diddy Blogger Out…

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My nigga Nick is finally getting a fully concieved and conceptual album out. This is going to be a banger. He dropped me some samples to get the process going. Download it and tell me what ya’ll think.

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This is one of my more long winded blogs, but helped me get over a grudge… So enjoy it!

Weekend HIGHLIGHTS:  Moved Ali “I just fucked up my BMW” Reza, lunch we had @ Kabob Bazaar, the Pineapple Soda I drank & taking a picture of Niloufar biting into a mushroom we found growing from the ground. 🙂

Weekend LOWLIGHTS: Seeing the BITCH THAT PEED IN MY CAR… Ali fucking up the BMW… 😦

So what happened???

We didn’t get done moving stuff till around 11PM Saturday night and we had plans to go out meet up with some people and do what we do. (Peace to Shaun, who didn’t make it out…)

See… Shaun and I had planned on going to this club 1223 all week because when ever we drive by it on our way the the “AM to the PM” we always see how it’s jumpin’. So that was the “move” till “moving” took too much time.

Regardless of Shaun not making it out we ended up going to a spot right next to 1223 anyway… Some shit called Connect I think, which used to be a spot called Dragonfly. Ali and I get there a couple hours after our friends and are waiting outside to get in and then it happens…

Bloody fucking hell do we live in such a small world and monsters pop out of every hole we see in the ground sometimes…

What MONSTER you ask? I’m talking about “The Bitch That Peed In My Old Car…” I haven’t blogged about this one yet, but it’s a funny story that turned kind of tragic because it showed me a lot about some people’s character and how some people will do/say shit out of spite to save face…

So why am I so pissed about the bitch that peed in my car?  Well because at the time the situation was funny to me because she was drunk and people do shit like that when they’re really drunk??? I guess…

Add on top of that the fact she was farting and vomiting out the door and got me pulled over and almost arrested on a DUI too… SO FUCKING FUNNY!!! (Can you smell the sarcasm?)

So any hoots, long story short, I made light of the situation to some friends and it turned into a “he said, she said” because by the time the shit got back to her I was the bad person for letting her get drunk, letting her pee in my car, taking her home safely and again, making light of the situation…

How ironic is it that I pretty much almost got arrested trying to make sure this bitch got home safely and got peed on too, but I’m the bad guy???

Oh did I mention a day after she peed in my whip, I copped a new vehicle because I don’t want anyone’s daam pee near me… That shit is NASTY! And I was in the market to get something new and her peeing all over my old vehicle motivated me, big time!

Either way I won’t change my outlook on the situation. If anyone knows me well enough, they’ll know that me and my crew will play you (consistently) if you fuck up! It builds character and if you can’t take it kill yourself because low self esteemis a H Diddy Blogger NO NO… Ask Kenny, Ali, Teresa, Christian, Shaun, Rell, Nick… Everyone knows… And I’ve been the butt of more jokes than all them combined and I’m still on my high horse!

Now I try not to hold grudges on people either, but I couldn’t help it with this one… This chick is like some kind of DEVIL BITCH. From the first time I really got to talk and get inside this bitch’s head, I was like she’s a bit off and daam depressing to boot. So much so that at first I really didn’t care too much for her company.

But me being the way I am and my best friend saying I’d be a good influence on her gave me space to make the effort because I keep it ONE HUNDRED and try to help all of God’s creatures 🙂 . I’ve made lives worth living since 2001! Ask around and you’ll see 😉

I used my special brand of “logical understanding” on her problems to help her cope, but the bitch has such a negative aura I couldn’t get through…

So yeah,  I tried my best and this bitch still pissed on my shit literally and figuratively and seeing her on the street Saturday didn’t help me get over the situation much…

Now I’m assuming her crew saw me too because I think we made eye contact and the dude they had with them came up to where Ali and I were, like looking around and shit, while they stood by the 1223 spot…  

To be frank, I’m not sure if he was there to snoop  or to see what the cover was. If any of them is reading this, then I guess I am as cool as they say I am 🙂 and they were being little SNOOPIES 😦

Now I’m still HOT because I saw that chick and I take it out on the bar! I’m downing drinks for a good 40 mins before I realize i hadn’t had a spot to eat in like 8 hours… So i chill out and get back into my zone.

I’m one of those happy drunk people when I know my limits. So I was just right and wasn’t in a bad mood over that bitch anymore. I danced a little with the ladies we were with and we went to get some breakfast afterwards…

But still, the sight of that bitch bothered me till the AM and that’s when I started this blog; on Sunday morning. I took today (Monday) off to settle some stuff I wanted to do for weeks and found some time to post this… Finally…

OVERALL…. This will probably be the last time I’ll ever speak of her or the situation. Mainly because shit, she doesn’t need to have one more fuck up on her already depressing existence and she’s got to live with her own mistakes and lies too… That’s punishment enough.

And me broadcasting her “Pisscapade” on my vehicle on the web for everyone to read is a good way to vent, but it also helps me get over the grudge… I feel so much lighter now…

– H Diddy Blogger OUT!

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DOWNLOAD ===> Conrizzle – The Suffocation (Hosted ByDJ Smirnoff Ice)

LISTEN TO ===> Conrizzle ft. Ivory & Nickelus F – Who’s The Man

My nigga Conrizzle has really come up on the rhyming and beat making tip and I think is set to do some good things real soon. Download his latest mixtape!!

It’s an internet only feebie for the fans, but trust me…. You won’t be disappointed! -H



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This is one of my favorite songs EVER. The energy Juelz Santana brings to this track and his delivery always touched my soul and made me really feel what he was saying (NO HOMO). Today being 9/11 7-years 11-years later, I thought I’d share with you this song… -H

LISTEN ===> The Diplomats – I Love You (2003)

“I still smell the rotten people that lay/ Down at ground zero, forgotten, left there for days/ Probably left there to stay, left in decay/ Broken pieces of towers, left at their graves(hey)!/ I pray let them be saved, until then, that’s just a suggestion I made/ You follow me homie?!?!” – Juelz Santana “I Love You” 2003

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