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HEATHEN ALBUM IS HERE!

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NICKELUS F – HEATHEN TRACKLISTING

01. Into
02. Heathen (Produced by Sneaka Freak)
03. Match With Me (Skit)
04. Corner Store Music (Produced by Sneaka Freak)
05. Prideful (Produced by The Epics)
06. Giving Up (Skit)
07. Be Good (Produced by Conrizzle)
08. Lifted (Produced by Ivory)
09. Cap City Club Night ft. Radio B (Produced by Ivory)
10. The Beast (Produced by Sneaka Freak)
11. The Ledge (Produced by Conrizzle)
12. Demon Talk (Produced by M.Rell)
13. When They Speak (Skit)
14. Creepin’ (Produced by Ivory)
15. Hoover (Skit)
16. Everything That I Should (Produced by Conrizzle)
17. Smoke Screen ft. Hijynx (Produced by Ivory)
18. Someboy’s Watching Me (Produced by Ivory)
19.
Simply Gotta Get It (Produced by Lab Ox)
20. New Day ft. Ivory (Produced by Ivory)
21. Hold You Down (Produced by Big Drew)
22. (BONUS) Trenches (Produced by Pro Logic)
23. (BONUS) Woo Sah (Produced by Boi 1da)

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This just hopped in my mind… Adam Ant “Room @ The Top”

1990…

If you don’t know, you better ask somebody!

I need to start diggin’ through my R&B archives soon to bring out the good stuff!

Anyhoots… If you like vintage early 90’s pop/rock music this was one of the bangers… Adam Ant was part of a group called Adam & The Ants, which makes no sense since he’s “Adam Ant,” but whatever…

I love this song! Ain’t heard it in years and like I said, “It just popped up in my head…”

Get familiar with it… If you can… It’s not exactly what the kids seem to be diggin’ nowadays. 🙂 (Even though most of these artists now are dressing like Adam Ant 😦 )

-H

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THIS IS ONE OF THOSE RECORDS THAT PUTS ME BACK TO 1994-1995…

Shit was way simpler back then. I just got my turntables, I was Timberlands, Starters & Hilfiger all day!

hilfiger_tommy_logoYes I was a Hilfiger kid (I thought Grand Puba was the man back then…). Lo was my shit in college (Shout out to Bradon for putting me on!)

But yeah… this song always got me zoned out… Who needs drugs when music can make you higher?

I always just zoned out listening to my tapes and this is one of the records that put me on  to that “Next Level.”

I taped this off of DJ Premiere’s radio show on WBLS way before the album came out I heard a few tracks off the album on J Smooth’s Underground Railroad Radio Show… WOW… I still got all these tapes! I copped the album shortly after it was released…

So weird how back in the day I used to troop to the Point Black Records Store or in some little no name shopping center in Coram, L.I. on foot to see what joints were out and did this on a regular basis. My little $20 or so I’d get every 2 weeks went straight to a new record (before a got a job and then I was spending  $100 a week on records).

the_wizI think I copped this album there or @ The Wiz

I’m still a big fan of Show & AG… They’re still making great music today, but the memories I have about this song make a nigga feel good! It makes me think about the shit I am so passioniate about and keeps me going. I ❤ MUSIC…

Sorry people… Coasting down memory lane right now, but so ready for the future… 🙂

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“Sell outs got NO WORTH, I think they better go SOUL SEARCH…” -A.G.

LISTEN: ===> SHOW & A.G. – NEXT LEVEL

DOWNLOAD: ===> SHOW & A.G. – NEXT LEVEL

…:::BONUS:::…

DOWNLOAD: ===> SHOW & A.G. – NEXT LEVEL (NYTE TIME MIX)

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So I’m back up to square one again… Making the most out of what I got to get where I need to be, but with a little bit of guidance.

I used to think responsibility in life was based on who you put the most into… Whether it was your family, spouse or children.

Now I got family, but the latter of the 2 I’ve always strived for, but they became lost in the mix of my lifestyle and path.

Basically, you can’t mix responsibility with a free-spirit and that’s what I am…

But now I got My Goals, My Aspirations & My Life all in focus for the first time ever because I was inspired for a brief moment by what I’ll just call an ANGEL.

Now don’t get it twisted I’m a spiritual person and believe in God, but naturally I’m not one to be guided my him or his messages on a day to day.

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This “ANGEL” came and went, but left me with a powerful message… And that is; even ANGELS are human.

Being mindful of this and knowing now that I’m no ANGEL myself, I’m going through the motions and trying to bring myself back to a time when all I saw was aspirations and goals in my life.

Where I lived not to just be happy, but to strive for what is right and what I know I’m here for. Basically,that notion of empowerment my family tried to beat into my head on a daily basis since I can remember!

But growing up what I only saw was how crazy it was to see how many people look towards ME to be the figure head of “strength” and “leadership” when I didn’t  even have the heart to breath sometimes…

It’s like people expect so much from you, but you only know that what you’re giving them isn’t even your 100%…It’s like to me, I’ve put so much out there that I can potentially do, but haven’t done it. I let myself down more then anyone has ever let me down or I’ve let them down.

Meaning… If I had just put a small piece of my mind behind somethings, I would have gotten a lot more done… And now I’m doing that and that’s what put me in the position I’m in now in such a short period of time…

And that ANGEL… Yeah the ANGEL, taught me a valuable lesson that I think we can all learn from and that is ===> Sometimes… We don’t know what’s good for us and we refuse to listen and when things seem to be going downhill, we turn to the wrong things that seem right because that’s what makes us feel safe, needed, secure…

I feel like I’ve been in that state of mind for so long and once I saw it in someone else I got faded… I took a look back in time again and said, was that worth it to me?

NURP!

satan1I put it all aside and said, “H… What are you doing?”

My free spirit lost it’s wings and Karma, the Devil or whatever smacked me back to reality.

Why chase something when what you really need  has been right in front of you for so long? Why bother if it’s not what’s right at the moment? Why pretend to be care when you really don’t give a fuck? Why be an open book, when someone gets too fed up to go to the next chapter?

So random are the questions I have in my head and sometimes they blurs my good nature and judgment.

alex_cSo now I begin to focus and take the bad and make it good… Like my man Alex said to me the other day, “When life hands you lemons, you don’t make sweet love to those lemons, cause lemons don’t like it slow. They like it hard & dirty. So FUCK EM!!!”

He’s right, “FUCK EM!”

And then again some people would probably say, “it’s easier said than done…” which is true, but when you continue to live a lie does it really matter what’s said? And shit ain’t definitely getting done when it ain’t out in the open… So why down play the notion of hope and progression & why make the effort if it ain’t sincere?

See Alex… I’m fuckin these LEMONS up…

So I’m so back on my “I DO WHAT I WANT, YOU DO WHAT YOU CAN” tip.

It makes me a more interesting person, I’m more sincere, more like the H Dollar that got niggas on TV, that made a living off of being charming, that found it in himself to let go of the people that made it hard for him to BREATH…

THIS IS A MONUMENTIOUS occasion and I’m just here to do right by the people who matter the most!

I finally grew up and made the decision that’s been haunting me for ages… The decision to plant myself somewhere. Not to settle, but to finally have something that will motivate me to do more for myself in the long run.

The decision was sudden and made me feel good in some aspects… In others I was down… It’s like you see yourself  doing a number of things, but at the end of the day those things don’t really fit into the dreams of grandeur you have. They don’t fit into where you want to be in life…

I WANT IT ALL… And I’m on the fast track to taking it… Was 5 years behind and now I’ve caught up in less then a year and besides a bump in the road recently… I see me doing it sooner than ever and it feels good.

“I’ve matured a lot from a year ago and I share my good news; they thought it was hysterical, but I can’t wait for y’all to get here… I’ma cherish you! I’m here to do everything RIGHT BY YOU. That’s why I’m going hard! DAY & NIGHT like I DO!”

crown_hat1See niggas… “I’m saving for the CROWN, while you scrabble and ask for some money to buy another HAT…”

I’ll read this and listen to the mood music in a year and be like, “Dude… WE did it… We FUCKED THOSE LEMONS and won…”

If you’re with me just holla and if you ain’t maybe it just isn’t your time yet, but I know one thing for sure…

“WHILE THEY DOUBT AND THROW SALT, I’M STILL CHASING MY DREAMS. I GOT  GREAT SET OF TEETH… THEY WERE MADE THE THE SCREEN! NOTHING IN MY PAST I’M ASHAMED OF I’M ME. CAN I SAY THIS IS MY LIFE AND I WOULDN’T CHANGE A THING!?!?!”

H Diddy Blogger… Out

…:::MOOD MUSIC:::…

“I am proud to be the man that I am/No, I ain’t perfect, but I got a good heart and I recognize my purpose/ I deserve this/ The WordSmith from right up out the churches/ Let the world judge me and write about the verdict… You need that heartfelt/ I’ll come to your service/ So much more to me than what you see up on the surface/ A HEATHEN because I’m weak, but I desire to be more earnest…” – Nickelus F

DOWNLOAD: ===> Nickelus F – Great Set Of Teeth (Monumentus)

LISTEN: ===> Nickelus F – Great Set Of Teeth (Monumentus)

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Ace & I in NYC…  This one is me just kickin’ with Ace all day… outtakes coming soon and maybe a whole video about me bitching about the girl who peed in my car too!

In this one… Ace & I crush each others heads! 🙂  Ace orders a CHOCOLATE RAT, disses me and tells me she’s going on vacay instead of my birthday party 😦  and we talk HUSH PUPPIES!

Look out… I’M FILMING EVERYTHING PEOPLE!!!!!

-H

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HEATHEN 03.31.2009

ENOUGH SAID!

DOWNLOAD:===> NICKELUS F – HAYRIDE (TWIDDLE MY THUMBS ON TWITTER!)

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