So I’ve been without my inspiration for a little bit now and it’s not like I’m in that ‘I don’t feel like writing” mode, it’s that I’m just not inspired by what I see and hear around me lately. Part of the problem is I’m grounded… No whip (car) for at least another month and the exciting adventure that is my life is sort of on vacation in reality land for a short while. It’s all good though because It’s only going to build character and give me some time to think about what my next move is, which leads me to what I’m about to go in about.
AT THE END OF THE DAY DOES IT REALLY MATTER???
It’s a rhetorical question that some of us ask ourselves daily. Me personally I never really cared enough to figure that anything mattered till lately and it’s kind of… I guess good 🙂 that I care more now, but does it really matter?
At the end of the day we all die anyway, so why give a fuck about anything?
Well… That’s what makes us human. Our ability to care and think prolifically to garner the best results out of life, but at the end of the day who’s to say what’s best for us in LIFE besides ourselves?
I mean people from our family, to our friends to our jobs are constantly telling us how we should “LIVE.” I personally don’t think anyone has the right to tell us how we should live, what we should think or how we should conduct ourselves as individuals. I’m driven by a moral standard that prevents me from killing, raping or hurting other people in general (oh and I don’t want to go to jail either… Not a good look), which makes me “normal,” while others may not be like the majority that has this “common morality.” But that’s all good and shows the yin & the yang of our world. We can only let God judge us for how we live at the end of the day because God is the one that set us on our particular path in life.
So really at the end of the day what makes me and some others special is the ability to not carry on the burden of the masses. The ability to speak my mind and give an opinion. An opinion that some of you may love or hate, but at the end of the day is just another part of what makes me who I am and what makes you who you are.
Without the avenue to speak and think freely what the fuck is there left for us?
I’d die if I couldn’t speak my mind and let people know what I had to say or was feeling. That’s just me as a person and at the end of the day it’s like what makes me unique. Sometimes I get flack from friends (some friends more than others…) for how I so bluntly put things because I speak out before I think of someone’s reaction to what I have to say and that’s when the mighty foot is placed in the big mouth.
I’m no stranger to scrutiny by my peers though and I’ll admit, sometimes I’m dead wrong, but at the end of the day who/what is really right and like I said, “does it matter?”
I don’t think it does or ever will. I just want to be happy & I just want to live, which brings me to this…
ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS
So at the end of the day… If my actions wholehearted don’t reflect the retarded things I may say, does that make me bad because I speak out a certain way?
Some of you may say YESSIR!!! And others have gotten to know who I am and what kind of person I really am and can write it off as me being the bubble pot of wit and charm the ladies love and the dudes adhere to be 🙂 . See… I still have faith in some of the most terrible people I’ve ever encountered in life because again… Only God can judge us, so let’s leave it all in his hands at the end of the day…
Oh yeah… AND FUCK WHAT THE HYPOCRISY HAS TO SAY BECAUSE MOST OF THOSE PEOPLE HAVEN’T LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AT THEMSELVES ENOUGH TO FAIRLY ASSESS THEIR ROLE IN THIS WORLD, SO FOR THEM TO JUDGE YOU FOR HOW YOU LIVE IS TOTALLY ASININE (FOOLISH)!
So I conclude by saying, “it doesn’t really matter…” At the end of the day… You (the individual) only have the right to say what’s really good or bad for you. God gave you a brain for that. USE IT! And don’t ever judge others for what they say or do or how they live. I come from a background that’s always held the bar high, but leveled me with the understanding that as a people we’re all the same… Money & Power do separate us, but as easy as it comes, it can go and that’s the ultimate level…
Can you handle it if at the end of the day you get leveled??? I did, but you can read back in my blog on that…
-H Diddy Blogger… Out
Janet Jackson – Doesn’t Really Matter
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JR The Great ft. Janiz Ian – From Me To You
LISTEN: ===> JR The Great ft. Janiz Ian – From Me To You