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JamesDean-RoySchat“Dream as if you’ll live forever, live as if you’ll die today.”– James Dean

Shit… talk about “The Fast Life.” This guy lived it to the limit in his movies, had the girls, the cars and clothes. And he was just a kid who was raised on a farm….

See, Dean wasn’t afraid to live life the way he wanted and died in the fastlane… I can’t say I would be so recklessly and live my life like that till my bittersweet demise, but daam he had it all and made a handsome corpse (no splenda) when it all ended.

As I see things in my life come together I wonder what my purpose is still because I see others in my world take the road “most traveled…” Am I wrong for taking the chances I’ve taken? Am I just lucky enough to be able to take the chances I’ve taken? Am I lost?

I honestly can’t give solid answers to any of those questions till I feel I’ve accomplished something great. Don’t get it twisted; I’ve done great things, but to me, it’s not enough. I don’t dream about riches & bitches… I dream about just being HAPPY and DOING ME. There’s nothing more fulfilling than true happiness. I can’t front like I can go along with a dog and pony show to save face for anyone. That’s why I’m so brash and most of all open…

Maybach_ExeleroSee… I had lunch with my friend Aby (Coffee With Aby The “Intricate(d)”)  a couple of weeks ago and it was pretty refreshing as usual because she’s one of the most genuine people I know and as usual has no words for my fuckery, but “oh Hugh…” 🙂 But she gets me and like me wants to be something more than just run of the mill life. She’s not afraid of the “lights, camera, action” and is focused on more than just a “comfortable existence.” let’s just say, she wants a Bugatti and I want a Maybach Exelero… That’s how big we think and how real it can be if we never stop believing we can get it.

I suppose that James Dean had a point when he said, “dream as if you’ll live forever…” I think I couldn’t go on living if I didn’t have a dream to accomplish in life… So I’m dedicating my life to never backing down on a challenge or a people I feel are worth the effort because the people I feel the most emotion toward seem to be the cream of the crop… MY NIGGAS… That’s why I’m ALIVE… That’s why I do this…

H Diddy Blogger… Out

…:::MOOD MUSIC:::…

D/L: ===> Jay-Z – Allure

“I may not even be alive/ I mean James Dean couldn’t escape the allure dying young leavin’ a good lookin’ corpse… of course -Jay-Z

D/L: ===> Nickelus F – I’m Alive! (Produced by Amir)

“I’m thinking about the Karma I know that I gotta deal with/ It’s coming back around pretty fast I can feel it/ Scary thing is it can come at any minute, but the only thing a nigga can do is deal with it/ So I; spark my ly look to my God surrender it to him!/ Put my hands in the sky!/ We all got problems, but we all still alive!/ Remember when we gone we don’t get a second try…” -Nickelus F


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