Archive for October 9th, 2009


As much as a lot of ladies may hate me for this… I still fuck with Britney Spears. Not on no real shit though. She’s just kinda fly to me and I can’t help but be honest about a 3-60 talent like her.

So Britney’s new single just dropped a week ago and so has the clubbed up remix by M.Rell who done mostly Hip Hop, but goes in on this one! This nigga destroyed the original version. It’s all about the drums baby! (WHERE’S MY 25% RELL!!!! THE KIDS GOT TO EAT!!! HAHAHAAHA! 😉 )

So I got the first taste of this before it will actually drop. So enjoy! 🙂 The team has an agenda for 2010… Success or Die. Are you in?

Thank Me Later.. . H


D/L: ===> Britney Spears – 3 (Remix) (Produced by M.Rell)

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Mariah Carey – H.A.T.E.U.

I love and hate this song for 2 reasons:

1. It’s good… Really good

2. The messages pisses me off!

Don’t you know that when chicks make songs like this about dudes it gives the lame you miss serious leverage for a comeback? This is why men will always have the upper hand when it comes to this shit.

I’ll admit I’m soft when it comes to ladies I really like, so I might be an exception to the rule… I cave most of the time when the women is someone I feel is special… The others… Once it’s over for me, it usually means it’s over. I can say I fell hard 2x in my life and H.A.T.E.U. could have meant something to me if Usher or Ne-Yo sang it…

heart_cropSee, our hearts beat still when we think we’re in love. We go into what I like to call a “comma.” You’re at peace, content and most of all comfortable with who you’re with even if the situation is fucked. You “sleep” on the problems… I’ve been there and begged to stay there at one point in my life… I was about to put a ring on it, but when the moment came; I pulled away because to be honest… That shit was so wrong for me.

Now, I’m back to normal ME… That dude who’s not scared to call a bitch a bitch… The guy who’s charming, yet offensively witty… That guy who loves to make you laugh, but wants to laugh too… The man who will give it all just to be with the right one no matter how long it will take…

patiencePatience… I don’t see women as challenges anymore. I’ve been through my share of the good and the bad. The regular shit is there. No matter how fly a chick is, they’re all pretty much the same. So I can’t say I H.A.T.E any of U in particular that I’ve ran though anymore because the best is still out there and she’s the reason I’m not concerned with you other bitches.

She’s my drive, my passion, my heart… What I’ve been looking for my whole life… She’s the one who will hold me down when ever I need it… She’s the one who’s concerned when she thinks something wrong… She embodies everything good in me and she’s more like me then anyone I know. She inspires me. Yep… She exists and I hope our hearts cross paths one day so I can laugh at songs like H.A.T.E.U. instead of relate to them.

For now I writing this shit to build a wall against time because it’s the ultimate pipe dream to want all that when the cards are stacked against you… So rather than be bitter or sad; I make up these little blogs and shit to entertain and hope that at the end of the day that some of this stuff I write does matter to someone.

And the response I get sometimes makes me feel that being open is worth it sometimes.  Thank you 🙂

I don't know why more women read my blog then me... Was that beer commercial about the blogging right?

I don't know why more women read my blog then me... Was that beer commercial about the blogging right?

…:::MOOD MUSIC:::…

D/L: ===> Mariah Carey – H.A.T.E.U.

D/L: ===> Mariah Carey ft. OJ Da Juiceman,  Big Boi & Gucci Mane  – H.A.T.E.U.  (Remix)

– H Diddy Blogger… Out

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Lumidee-Almost_Famous-FrontalI’m having an Estelle Getty/Golden Girls moment..

Picture it, Summertime… Long Island, NY… 2003… One of the hottest summers ever and my first year back from school and loving the freedom of finally being out on my own and having the jump off spot with my white brother Kenny. I was back home and just getting into the music business officially and while I was at Univeral Music Group working with Nu… I encountered, Lumidee… Uh Oooh… :-/


I remember hearing the beat to this record way back in 2002 on the Dewali Riddim (All my Dance Hall heads know what I’m talking about). It was one of the last powerful riddims to break through to the mainstream because of it having 2 smashes on it (Sean Paul “Get Busy” & Wayne Wonder “No Letting Go”).

Lumidee had lifted and stripped down the record to its bare bones and sang her little chubby off key ass to a hit! It broke heavy in NYC because of a co-sign from HOT97 and Cipha Sounds and Funkmaster Flex. When I was out in L.A. that summer and heard this shit on the radio there… I knew it was over.  But like all quick rising smash hits; it eventually faded away and she had trouble making another hit till 2006 when she linked up with Tony Sunshine for “She’s Like The Wind” (which I liked).

Long story short… I hated this song when I first heard it.  I hated Lumidee. I hated Universal for giving her a rumored $10 million label deal. Think I hated everything that wasn’t Rocafella back then…I don’t know…

Now listening to it again, can appreciating  the song for what it is and I like it. It’s like my opinion on people around me has changed and so has my ears when it comes to music… I ain’t mad at this and other shit I used to be mad at for no reason. Let’s call it a “Renaissance of Renewed Love in H Diddy” I’ve grown a bit and I’ve taken enough shots in my life to know that emotional pain is mostly self inflicted.

Bottom line… Now I got nothing, but love… Uh Oooh 😉


“I never thought you’d be the one/ To make me shine brighter then the sun/ There ain’t no ups and downs/ No in and outs/ We’re here right now”

D/L: ===> Lumidee ft. Busta Rhymes & Fabolous – Never Leave You (Uh Oooh) Remix

D/L: ===> Lumidee – Never Leave You (Uh Oooh) Original Version

D/L: ===> Nickelus F – So F (Uh Oooh Freestyle) POSTING THIS “FOR THE F OF IT” 😉

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