Archive for October, 2009

I think tonight I’m a have a real good time 😉 I’ll check back with y’all in the AM

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D/L: ===> Black Eyed Peas – I Got  A Feeling

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beatnuts_streetlev_101bDowntime is always when I decided to get inspired by watching a movie, listening to music and reading… I haven’t heard this song in over 10 years… It’s so back in rotation and I still know every word.

I’ve got a lot of great shit to spill about so just wait… My next official blog will be about “BOATS & HOES” look for that one soon. Thank you M.Rell for the inspiration. Apparently I write too much bullshit according to him. He wants to read about what I know the most about boats & hoes….

Beatnuts “Hit Me With That” ===> Of course it’s a QUEENS thing 🙂 Get with the best borough 😉  <=== HOW REAL IS THAT?

“I make it clear I’m a never be forgotten/ And you couldn’t find another MC WRITER that’s more rotten/ It’s the junkyard nigga get your shit straight…”

D/L: ===> Beatnuts – Hit Me With That

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This sounds like a terrible R.Les impression of Pharrell… 😦

It might grow on me, but right now it sounds like he’s trying to bite off Chad Hugo’s production style and Pharrell’s style of singing… I do dig when R.Les raps though. He don’t go in, but he does his thing.

I think this is the last leak and I have the whole album and it’s pretty dope! It doesn’t hold the weight his first album did for me though. That meant a lot more in the scheme of things personally than this one… Overall this one is more or less a good listen, rather than a heartfelt work of art to me.

Any hoots, download the new jawn and enjoy!


D/L: ===> Ryan Leslie – Zodiac

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Here is the theatrical trailer for the latest action movie Takers starring Hip Hop & R&B stars Tip “T.I.” Harris & Chris Brown and also staring Idris Elba, Matt Dillon, Zoe Saldana, Michael Ealy, Paul Walker, Jay Hernandez & Hayden Christensen.

Takers is in Theater February 26, 2010

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Lois Loser…

Ali holding the big boy Ciroc Obama

Ali holding the big boy Ciroc Obama

November of last year I decided to take a bet with my friend Lois Lame Loser which was for both of us to stop drinking till her birthday in February of 2009.

Well long story short we tied and both felt great afterward. Of course she got wrecked on her birthday and I celebrated by drinking about a half gallon of Ciroc Obama on Valentines Day with Whoo-Lee Hoop, Ali & Shaun… How liberating a moment it was and how easy was it to get back into “drankin'” again.

Most of all what I got out of the experience was that I got to help a friend who maybe at the time needed a break from the extremes of life like I did. I don’t know any other reason why I’d do it than that. After all Lois was there for me when I almost made the biggest mistake of my life about a year before our bet ended.

See… What she doesn’t know and will read now is the night I first talked to her on the phone was the night I’d almost well… Let’s just say I almost made the biggest mistake of my life… She know the story now, but after I didn’t go through with it, I felt so off and needed someone to talk to. I saw her on MSN or AIM or whatever and hit her up. We ended up talking till like 6am and she we got to know each other so well after that.

lois_lame_hSince that day we’ve been the best of friends. We talk about relationships, crack obscene jokes and just vibe like we’re actually neighbors…  LL has been someone I confide in, trust and most of all will always look out for and do stupid shit like take bets like this and not drink or whatever. As long as I know she’s somewhat in a good space that’s all that really matters.

What’s crazy is we’ve never actually met in person… She came to me as a fan of Nick’s (Nickelus F) in 2005, started randomly hitting me up on AIM in 2007 and since 2008 she’s been there for the kid.I’m kind of glad we haven’t actually met in person yet because the way we are now seems to work, but the day will come and I think we’ll be aight…

So now some time  has passed and another year has gone down the toilet. She’s still here and we decided to do what we did last year again, but for only 2 months…This time I was more will and able because I moderated a lot of the bad shit in my life, bad food, bad women and most of all bad writing…

ll_lossSo yeah… She caved and lost our new bet last weekend and even twitted about it 🙂

And now I’m so proud of myself for being a winner and beating a white girl. 🙂 There’s no greater feeling in the world than that! 🙂

And Lois there’s always next year, next time or whatever… You’ll get another chance at it one day, but for now you’re just a loser… 😦 Daam shame too you’re so smart, so sexy, so rich and so white… You should have breezed though 2 months without blinking, but I guess that’s the breaks 😉

I still got love for you though and will always be mindful of how great you are to me. This weekend, when I’m getting twisted at the Drizzy show for Howard Homecoming, I’ll sing his song “The Winner” in your honor. 😉



D/L: ===> Drake – The Winner

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nina_skyFaded Memories” is not one of the songs I paid much attention too on Nina Sky’s first album, maybe because it’s that cliche sad story about heart break and holding on to the past memories of love that clearly didn’t work out. And of course at that time I didn’t have much of an emotional tie to any woman that wasn’t based on a good sexual relationship.

I didn’t start thinking like a chick till 2-3 years ago when the time I spent with a woman was more important than money, sex or whatever meant to me, yeah maybe I was in love… But not with them, but I was in love with the situation. I loved to be part of something bigger than just me for once and to be embraced by family and friends in such away that made me feel “loved” made me think I was in love.

love_calBut what exactly is love? The more I think about it; it becomes a more of an obscure notion to me. I’m by no means in love now. I realized that my past “love”  is my past and it was good and I have no regrets, but time wasted…

My “NOW” is to get on and be real about life. Can’t get caught up in what could have been with her or the one after that. People like me don’t need to be loved… We need to be wanted!

And to preach on about finding real love is another cliche because we never really get what we want when other people tend to dictate what they think we need when it comes to love.

If I was looking for stability, I’d love a girl who worked for the government or a hospital. If I was looking for good sex, I’d marry a porn star. If I was looking for money, I’d marry a rich old lady…

I’m just looking for someone who’s like me, who gets me and accepts me for me. Not much to ask for when you have everything else, but it’s the most difficult thing to find when you already met her and will prolly never see that again because silly me can’t even manage to be friends with someone like me…

Faded memories… Nah… I try not to let them fade because why forget about the good stuff when that’s what really counts, right?

And there’s too many fly jawns out there… Why dwell on what could have been great when living in the now can breed some decent potential. 🙂

By the way… I was just planning on posting this video of the Nina’s performing “Faded Memories” live @ SOB’s last month and went into my tangent about love and women and shit… Oh well… At least I got in out.

-H Diddy Blogger… Out

D/L: ===> Nina Sky – Faded Memories

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ryan_leslie_hal_linton_lexus_cars_music_showcase10Dude gave me some irrational advice, but it was on me to take it or not and being that I’m type irrational myself of course I went with my heart and did what I felt was right… Then this nigga drops this record. And like I always says, “real life makes for the best art…”  and this definitely got me open.

I feel what he says on this one mainly because I met someone who made a serious difference and I took that chance and I knew that it could have been real… But they weren’t willing to take the chance and instead they dropped me. Yeah… I got dropped from being someone’s friend (Pretty lame)… Since then I write shit like this because I still have no clue why or what for when I took it on myself to keep a friendship like that going…

ryan_leslie_hal_linton_lexus_cars_music_showcase9I’m a hard act to get along with, but if you actually cared like you said you did; you could have endured… That’s what real friends do right? And I still believe that I have a real friend out there and hope one day whatever happened in that person’s head will disappear because… I don’t know I’m a dreamer I guess and I don’t give up on people that made an impact/difference on me… <=== How real is that?

If you haven’t noticed my friends and family mean the world to me. That’s something about me that’s not going to change ever because they’re the reason I am who I am today. Without their impact; I’d prolly be pretty down and out right now and doing  some shit with my life I wouldn’t be content with. Y’all keep me going… I LOVE Y’ALL NIGGAS! 🙂

Any hoots,  enjoy this new R. Les. Transition album out 11.03.2009

Thank Me Later… H

“See I knew it was right, so I took the chance/ Disregarded the challenge of the circumstance/ Now you’re too big a part of me to let you go/ …I promise/ …So despite the way I make mistakes & despite the direction this love my take/ You can always be sure of me; just have faith/…I got you…

D/L: ===> Ryan Leslie – I Choose You

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