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car_crash_heart I’ll have to admit it I’m a closet Fall Out Boy fan… Don’t judge me, but they made one of my favorite songs of all time… “Car Crash Hearts(Thriller)”

This song doesn’t make much literal sense really and frankly I think the song is more about killing yourself or killing multiple people… 😦 Lines like, “I can take your problems away with a nod and a wave… of my hand cause that’s just the kind of boy that I am the only thing I haven’t done yet is die and it’s me and my plus one in the afterlife…” shit like that kind of throw me for a loop and he keeps saying,Fix me in ’45’…” Is he talking about a pistol to fix him??? WOW…

I don’t even know… The message is blurred and you can interpret it the any way you’d like…

Any hoots, let’s talk about my favorite line from this song instead: 

I have found the safest place to keep all our old mistakes. Every dot-com’s refreshing for a journal update…

I look at that line like this… See when you write a blog, a journal, a book, screenplay or an honest piece of music, people pry into your life and talk about it… Like it really is thier business, but it’s kind of not, it’s what drove you to be creative and may or may not be spot on to how you feel. Like if I make a video blog with 6 girls in it and we’re joking about sex and shit… It doesn’t mean I’m fucking all of them… I always say the best way to entertain is to express real shit in your art because it makes it something people can relate to. Especially when you do music or comedy.

So why do I do it? Why do I spill my thoughts and feelings on this blog, a book and scripts?

writingWell… I wrote a blog about this awhile ago called WHY DO I WRITE? and the flurry of criticism still hits me, so I want to explain in more  detail… Why I Write…

Not for the attention because there’s so much I regret writing as I think back that I wouldn’t want the people I wrote about to even see now, but it’s too late and you have to live with regrets sometimes… It’s always going to be hard to look at the shit I used to write even though a lot of my readers love it… I can’t go back and say I was in the right state of mind when I went in and yeah some of it was just wrong…

Not for a reminder of my past because my past is what it is, the past and if it comes back around it will be my present. Ain’t no way to tell the future when we live in the now. People get it fucked up when they plan for the future… The most successful and happy people I know live in the now and don’t worry about if the market crashes or if they don’t get the right job or the right mate. We live, learn and grow from our mistakes. That’s why we were given this life. 1st, 2nd and 3rd chances come into play when God says you deserve them. If you don’t get them then it’s game over… You’re past, present and future are definitely irrelevant…

creativityI do this because it’s  my release from the craziness I see, the people who get in my head and life in general. I spend time talking to creative people daily and we’re all pretty much the same. We strive to be understood by the masses, but keep changing when they start to catch on because that’s the way we like it (STRAIGHT PARADOX). I’m also LEFT handed and  they say we think with the right side of our brains, which tends to make us more free thinking, open-minded and most of all temperamental when we’re faced with people trying to limit us. Also, having a creative mind is a blessing and a curse because we need outlets to let this stuff we think out. To hold it back is basically setting you up to go mad eventually… Trust me… I know the feeling oh too well… I was stuck in that mindset for almost 2 years now and recently got set free!

So to all my writers, musicians, painters, sculptors, graphic designers and people who doodle in their notebooks… I tip my hat to you and dedicate this Fall Out Boy “Car Crash Hearts (Thriller)” song to you to ponder over and enjoy. It’s one of those things you have to appreciate because as much as it doesn’t make sense it’s still CREATIVE and if you can’t appreciate art in all it’s forms, you’re not as worldly as you my think you are…

-H Diddy Blogger… Out

dart

…:::MOOD MUSIC:::…

“So long live the car-crash hearts!!! Cry on the couch all the poets come to life!!! Fix me in 45!!!” LET’S GO!

D/L: ===> Fall Out Boy ft. Jay-Z – Car Crash Hearts

…:::DAILY DOUBLE:::…

“Alright I’m dealin’ with some shit homie, it’s in the back of my head. An’ it’s some shit homie, but I just rap write it instead… An’ it’s hard try’na keep this in ya; So I write it all down, so one day maybe when LIFE is all sweet I’ll remember… An’ I’m the only thing that’s standin’ in my way y’all. But I gotta be with me, it’s no escape y’all…”

D/L: ===> Joe Budden – Whatever It Takes

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