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Light a candle for me I’m goin’ in!

I haven’t jammed to this song in a minute¬† (DRAKE FT. NICKELUS F – FRIENDS WITH MONEY) and it’s so got me in zone again…


Let’s break it down to the elements… The hook.

“I got friends with money and i got money too so we put it together and let you pick what to do it and then we do that”

Trickin’??? or is Flamboyant living??? I say both because it’s Paris Hilton HOT!

Quotable # 1


Focus on women then you get less done/ It’s light work; flow its heavy like a wet sponge/ I’m gettin rich cause I think being broke is less fun!”-DRAKE

DRIZZY! “Focus on women and get less done…” Got me through the summer with that line homie. Not too many women motivate men to do more and i can relate, but there’s always that one that does and it’s a great feeling to have one of those :-), but Drizzy you got a straight point though and now “I’m gettin’ RICH cause I think being broke is less fun” too.

Quotable # 2


I agree focus on women and you get less done/ Peep the pinky, ringed it out like a wet sponge & to the girls I’m out the world like the Jet-sons/ They (girls) are like sandwich meat, they can’t wait till the ‘bread’ comes…” -NICKELUS F

NIIICCKK! So F goes in and flips drakes quotable into another quotable that makes me want a sandwich! F always talks about food… I’m surprised he ain’t fat, but this shit is sooo PHAT! “Peep the pinky, ‘ring(ed)’ it out like a wet sponge.” It’s like some shit Fab would flip, but hotter!!!

Quotable #3 (My Personal Favorite)


DRIZZY! “I have breakfast @ The Ivy. You can grab some lunch to go. Having dinner @ Chateau, right across from Lindsey Lohan!”-DRAKE

WOW! I just love this for what it is… Lindsey Lohan… So white… So right! ūüôā Sometimes Drake goes so far over people’s heads with this lifestyle shit… The Ivy??? Chateau??? Most niggas would be like what the fuck he chirpin’ about??? RESTAURANTS NIGGAS! Get you gourmet restaurant food game up! So Jay-Zish of you Aubrey!

So yeah… Friends With Money…


I learned from my brother (Kofi… Yes my brother is a Ghana, Africa & he is AWESOME!) that there’s no limitations on the amount of flossing you can do, just limitation on how you do it.

So I plan on not just buying the car, but prolly the dealership too and maybe the one next to it…. Private jet… nah… Private airport!

For now all¬† I can say is I got friends with money and I got money too… And when we put it together there’s no telling what we can do, but I guarantee that we do that cause there’s no stopping people with a purpose in life…

“HOPE FLOATS, but DESIRE SWIMS… “ – Nickelus F

“I’m young & successful. I’m living perfection! And oh man… If ’09 is when I’ma see mine, then being cool ain’t enough I’ma freeze time like that…” -Drake

“I’m about a DOLLAR. What the fuck is 50 CENTS” – Jay-Z

“I ain’t got it! And you can’t have it! X gonna give it to ya!” -DMX

…:::MOOD MUSIC:::…



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1: 47AM Christmas Morning and I just got off  the phone with a friend of mine who read this blog. Again I got my props for laying it down the way I always do, but it hit me. Am I doing this for show now or am I still not happy? So I read it again and decided to AMEND some parts and add a disclaimer.(AMENDED PASSAGES ARE IN BOLD PRINT)

Also… A good friend of mine told me tonight that I survived a hail of bullets, life threatening illness, 2 car accidents and a broken heart, but I bitch about the last thing the most… Why?

BECAUSE the broken heart didn’t try to KILL ME… I made me feel human … Less like the world had to cater to me. It showed me that being shallow for so long only put me in a worse space with the people who really count in my life.

I was with someone who only cared about me in the same shallow sense they care about the next person they’re with… The difference with me was when I was ready to go all I believed that they were better then that, but truth be told they only care about themselves…

Now I can’t do anything, but take in the LIFE, I’m suppose to LIVE now…


DISCLAIMER: I’m done writing about how much I’ve been hurt or things of that nature because on the real, I’m only hurting because I haven’t taken the time to realize that everything that’s happened to me has happened for a reason and the ultimate testament to that will be the book I’ve written. So no more of this shit from me in my blog wait for the book in 2009….

As 2008 comes to a close I’ve learned a lot of things such as…


00. I stopped getting BITTER… I just get BETTER…


01. Sometimes the people who say they really love us only do when they need us.


02. SETTLING for less is not an option.


03. It ain’t all about money.


04. I have great taste in rings. Simple without the flaws…¬†¬†On my second time at¬†this I’m gonna do it right this time though, but not anytime soon.


05. Lois Lame saved my life! Not literally of course. LL came into my LIFE the night I was potentially going to RUIN my life. We helped each other get through a few rough patches and now we have a bond that I hope will last a very long time.


06. Nickelus F & Drake saved me from leaving the music business. Drake getting signed only showed me that we’re all capable of getting to another level in anything we do. No label would gamble on signing the half jewish/black kid from Degrassi, but Drake made them pay attention and when Lil Wayne took him under his wing, he was GONE! This only motivated F & myself to keep it going and do music for the LOVE of the art and not the money. I LOVE HIP HOP again.


07. USA Today is AWESOME and taught me I can work for people if they’re as cool as me. They really are cool!


08. Thinking POSITIVE seems to work better then being so NEGATIVE… (Thank you Aby)


09. I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain’t¬†ONE.


10. My real¬†FAMILY & FRIENDS have held me down¬†this year. I LOVE Y’ALL!!!


11.¬†The girl that peed in my car can kill herself and I’ll prolly see her in HELL after she does. I’m sorry I just can’t get over that stuff because I really did let it slide, bitch… but you had to go where you went with it and I’m so obligated to let the world know that you’re a MONSTER. You’re lucky I don’t have a picture of you because I’d post that shit… The green piss monster looks close enough to you and will have to do for now.


12. Writing a book and now this blog has given me space to think clearly and show people that I’m as human as they are…


So much has gone on in 2008 and it being Christmas Eve I decided to be alittle retrospective in my thoughts on this year in my life.

See I’ve been uninspired lately and can’t seem to draw up words for shit. Maybe because I stopped drinking… Or maybe it’s because I’ve shed a lot of the insecurities that made me write such off the wall things before.


Being bitter was my inspiration, but now I feel more sorry then bitter for the person I was bitter at. Which is kinda sad because before I exited their life, they had so much potential to do more, but the shift in KARMA (I GUESS) put that on me and every bit of anger and hatred they have for me now only translate to LOVE on this end because they hate me for a bunch of lies they created in their own head to save face for people who really don’t care either way…¬† Let me rephrase this to people who do care because to be honest I do care and one thing I always said to myself was I wanted to see this person happy and if that’s what they are now, so be it.

Maybe down the line that person will understand ME, but I’ll never forget THEM and will never forget that as much as that person threw their new life in my face it didn’t did matter because¬†my dear if¬†you¬†look at yourself now, you’re a shell of what you used to be and could have been in my eyes

But now it’s same shit different day for you, but now you have someone who caters to your flaws rather then makes you better to stand with… I can appreciate that for 2 years of MY LIFE I made your LIFE BETTER and that’s why you had so much trouble letting go of me at first, but for me I will never get over the TIME I WASTED to see it all go the direction it did.

I can honestly say that’s my fault because my energy wasn’t directed towards anything good at any particular point the first half of 2008 and now I just don’t care I can’t do a thing but do ME…


SPITE factor me with your actions because that was just a react to everything I did to SPITE you, but at the end of the day when the paparazzi is snapping pictures of our lives everyone will wonder what happened between now and then that made ME into what I am today and I’ll have to¬†owe that all to you and you alone because… It’s in my book… THANK YOU… I owe you a lot.

What else I’ve learned in 2008 is that showing off my skin has opened up a world of opportunity to me and given me freedom to look beyond people who judge me.


Whether I go to HEAVEN or HELL I’ll know that no one pushed me in either direction, but myself!

I’ve got nothing to lose and everything to gain, like the WORLD IS MINE.. Which it is going to be…

Like I’ve said in the past, “I do what I want, you do what you can…”

That philosophy has taken me to heights I never imagined within a few short months and I’m moving higher as we speak.

I finally realize why my family raised me the way they did and made me live the way I live now, it was to prepare me for what is to come for me.

Never-mind what I’ve already got (money, land, people…), that is part of it, but POWER; that’s the ultimate reward and now I have the mindset to administer power without G.W. Bushing the situation. I’m after more and won’t stop till I get it.

2008 has been nothing, but learning for me and sometimes lessons we learn in life come later in life



I¬†NEVER expected to get my heart broken… I NEVER expected to work for the man… I NEVER expected to change the focus of my book to one person… I NEVER expected to actually finish my book… I NEVER expected to lose weight… I NEVER expected to meet new people who have changed me for the better… I NEVER expected to let go of the past to see a brighter future, while the past is holding out for a lame future (let me stop hating…) ūüėČ . I NEVER expected to be a blogger… I NEVER used to say never till the unexpected happened…

In 2008 I’ve also learned a few funny things too like…


1. Because you drive hybrid doesn’t mean you’re saving the environment… Not driving saves the environment and hybrid SUVs are retarded… 2009 CLS or GLS is in my future…. FUCK GOING GREEN!


2. My taste in women has changed and M.Rell was right going on about 3 years now on that… YES PEOPLE I KNOW I CAN DO BETTER, BUT I WAS CONTENT and that’s what it was at the time and now it’s on to…


3. White girls get the thumbs up! (Lois Lame enough said!)


4. Alireza & Shaun are gonna have a problem by summer 2009 when I bring the 50 Cent out on em and take all they hoes!


5. Women are beautiful till they want a handout. I just love this line…. DRAKE!


6. And this is a big one. Any feeling towards someone else means you still CARE. It’s funny because you can scream out I hate you, all day, but that’s just showing that you CARE. I guess I CARE… I got a heart still. I LOVE EVERYONE!

That’s about it… I’m done! 2008 was my turning point and now I’m better, brighter and sort of happy. ūüôā

So what do I get in 2009?

I can get whatever I like…. yeeeahhh…

…:::MOOD MUSIC:::…

LISTEN: ===> Drake – Get Over It

D/L: ===> Drake – Get Over It

H Diddy Blogger… OUT

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Have you ever felt like you’ve wasted a bunch of time in your life to the point where you look in the mirror and say,

“DAAM… What the fuck am I doing?”

I had a moment like that last night, where I looked at my life in retrospective and was like, “what the fuck am I doing???”


I don’t doubt the fact that greatness flows through my veins (Look at Grand Daddy & My own Father & Mother)… I come from a line of successful people that have in some way, shape or form changed lives.

My failing is that I’m too AMBITIOUS… My goal in life was to bypass the bullshit and go straight¬†the top.


My AMBITIONS in life basically turned out to be the bullshit holding me back.

So since we got a black man running the U.S. now, I’ve become sort of¬†an¬†advocate for change¬†and I¬†decided to move¬† past¬†THE AMBITIOUS¬†BULLSHIT and look towards a NEW DAY!


Which brings me to this…

I was chatting with LL (Lois Lame) last night and we made a bet. She’s arguably a binge drinking lush about 3-4 days a week and recently noticed her liver may fall out of her torso sooner than later so she decided¬†to stop drinking!

So LL is usually a woman of her word (well not when it comes to drinking) so I decided to take her on and said I’d ride it out with her and bet her I’d last longer without a drink than she could.

I’ve been through my phase of alcoholism about 5-6 months ago… I was trippin’ and drinking was a release from the shit going on in my personal life and made me do some things I can’t regret now, but thinking back… It was shit that needed to be done to clear out my clouded head.


And since then I’ve learned moderation and now I can go days without a sip of Ciroc Obama¬†or Goose or my baby… The LONG ISLAND ICE TEA… Oh and let’s not forget the YAGER BOMBS!!!! YAGER BOMBS!!! ( Don’t drink this shit… I just like to say it) ūüėČ

Any hoots, since I’m drying out for the holiday, I’ve come up with some ideas to fill my nights out with my friends that don’t involve the DEVILS NECTAR!



Everyone¬†loves a sharp dressed dude¬† and since Ali came out the other night basically dressed like me (glasses & V-Neck sweater), I figure I got to go shopping… Maybe I might dress like him now and wear some Ambercrombie Moose button-ups everywhere…. or maybe not :-/

Any hoots clothes have been something I’ve been on for awhile now and I love stepping up my fashion game lately. So some shopping and some new gear always gets my mind off the lix!



Music, video and we’ve recently discovered iPorn (pornhub.com)…¬†This is a site most of you dudes and chicks may have frequented on your PC (STOP FRONTING!!!), but¬†I stumbled upon¬†the mobile version¬†¬†because of Shaun (Thank you sir! You have changed my life again…).

Now I think the iPhone is hands down the best all around device out for the casual gadget head (fuck the Blackberry Storm and it’s lame ass touch screen and negative user friendliness) Now I’m kinda limited in the way I can do my email and writing on an iPhone, but I’m content cause we got mobile¬†adult entertainment¬†now!




For the past week or so I’ve been being harassed by a timeshare rep who got my number from a sign-up form my sister did at JiffyLube (Thanks Karen! You’re an awesome sister!)

So this bitch calls me like 20X a day and I’m like geez get off my nuts. So the other night I was in the whip put her on Bluetooth and Shaun and I decided to have some fun with her on the speakerphone.

Long story short… I think a few more conversations from now and she’ll go on the free trip with me or have phone sex with me…. Not sure yet, but she should be hitting me up later on today, so I’ll give ya’ll an update soon! ūüėČ



New face and new friend in my life. Taught me that POSITIVE THINKING makes you more content with your existence… So I tried it and gosh darn it! It worked! Now I’m like HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! ūüôā


I’m all smiles, shits-&-giggles and cloud 9’s!

I’ve never been so HAPPY, HAPPY, HAPPY in my life!

I want to hang myself and see if I can hold my smile while the blood stops flowing to my brain!


But seriously, shortie is inspiring and I’ve only met her once. So she gets props for showing me something new (which I’ve clearly adapted into my own way into my life).



I go in 5 days a week. 5 days I could be DRANKIN’! So That’ll hold me down and I’m so close to being like 50 Cent (yeah 30-40 pounds closer),¬† but… I just need to opt for one elective cosmetic surgery… A little nip/tuck never hurts ūüėČ



Writing got me through the toughest time in my life emotionally and is getting me though this time of transition in my life now. I put it down on paper and it puts it all in perspective! Thank you LORD for giving me a mind that works and thinks RIGHT so I don’t get LEFT behind.



2 babies on the way, a Crown Victoria, that he claims rides like you’re floating on a cloud (sure…) and the best rapper alive!

I’m sorry he’s not signed yet, but neither was Jay-Z at this point in his career, so I’m not worried. Greatness is sometimes overlooked because of the politics in the game.

We do what we do now to make sure it’s not lost. So F… I got you!

Ain’t a LONG ISLAND ICE TEA¬† or¬† CHICK out there that will make me forget that you’re # 1. (NO HOMO)



I’ve realized even if you hate me, you love me. Showing emotion towards me just proves it.

– Pop shots at me

– Piss in my car

-Break my heart  & spread lies about me


I’m so content with it and love it because I love ya’ll so much…¬†¬†Love you more than having a drink!

And the fact of the matter is that I can show my emotion towards ya’ll openly and don’t care what you do or say to me. Ya’ll have done the worst to me already.

I need ya’ll in my life to show balance because I ain’t ever going back!

#9 KOFI!


My nigga! My blacker older brother. The only nigga I know better than I know myself and he hates me for it! ūüėČ




I’m so in love with you, but I enjoy letting you go more than anything.

You’ve been my favorite bitch to abuse and you still love me¬†even though¬†I share you with all my friends.

I never make it RAIN with you,  but you REIGN supreme when it comes down to it.

My nigga drake said best,

I miss cake these days.
I can’t even afford a mistake these days.
All of my favorite girls miss Drake H these days.
Please don’t take offense to my ways.

Cause I need drug money
Who got drug money
I am talkin “white phantom sittin on dub” money.
I am talkin “cold champaigne at tha club” money.
And no I ain’t emotional but baby I love money.

WOW! I LOVE YOU MONEY… now you know why they call me “H-Dollar” cause I’m married to that bitch and I took one of her last names willingly!



Shit… She can’t drink¬†so¬†I guess that’s my inspiration to do this for her. I don’t think she’ll win our bet though because I can go weeks without a drink and she’s so surrounded by the peers of pressure that she doesn’t stand a chance, but I actually have faith in her¬†to go a distance with¬†this¬†because I’m going through it with her, which will be fun for me.

Might be hell for her though…

And even if I lose (which i highly doubt)¬†I know I’ve at least helped change one more person for the better and overall I’ll feel like I’ve won!

So I guess I do feel a lot better about myself because if this works out, at least I braught about change in someone’s life that I actually care about.

Next I might start helping homeless people… Maybe…

H Diddy Blogger… OUT


LISTEN: ===> Nickelus F ft. Ivory – New Day (Produced by Lab Ox)

D/L: ===> Nickelus F ft. Ivory – New Day (Produced by Lab Ox)

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