Posted in Music, Random, tagged Cam'ron, diplomats, dipset, jim jones, juelz santana, london, the plan, tim westwood on September 30, 2008| Leave a Comment »
I’ve been so on Cam’Ron lately (NO HOMO) cause he’s the MAN!!!! Here’s some classic Dipset antics with Tim Westwood… Got to love it!
1st video Cam brings out his “Bottom Bitch”
2nd video they talk about groupies, strippers and “THE PLAN”
CLASSIC!!! KILLA SEASON HAS RETURNED!!!
Posted in My Words, tagged 50 cent, arrogant, bitches, dame dash, drake, jay z, money, nickelus f, riches, superficial on September 29, 2008| 1 Comment »
If you haven’t noticed I’ve been suffering from writers block lately ===> Hence all the music and Cam’Ron blogging (NO HOMO).
But last night I got a spark of inspiration from my friend KJ… Now KJ and I have been friends since like late 2003 and have held each other in the highest regards since… Now last night she called me… YES ME! MOTHERFUCKING SUPERFICIAL???
Now I didn’t refute or argue with her about it like I usually would, instead I asked someone who’s known me a lot longer if she thought I was SUPERFICIAL…
I holla’d at TERESA… She’s always One Hundred with me and even though I know she’s a little ticked about the Blackberry situation, but she’s always at least honest with me.
So Ace (Teresa) says, “sorry to hear… but no I don’t think so…”
Those are her exact words and it got me thinking…
WHAT THE FUCK AM I???
1st: I like NICE THINGS, Nice cars, Nice women, Nice food, Nice drink, Nice shoes, Nice clothes…. Well you get the picture…
2nd: I listen to a lot of HIP HOP MUSIC and that influences me a lot… The list of people I respect/look up to the most goes something like this:
1. My Mommy, Daddy & Sister (What do you expect they raised me, STUPID!)
2. 50 Cent (Aggressive, smart and not scared to speak his mind… So me!)
3. Dame Dash (He always made it look so easy… And he’s married to one of the BADDEST CHICKS around!)
4. Jay-Z (Class Act)
5. Nick & Drizzy (Got to look up to the future)
3rd: And how can I be SUPERFICIAL? I spent almost 5 years of my life building up other people’s lives! All I got in return was my heart broken, a rack of bills, SHOT at and even more niggas asking me for shit cause “H can get it done…“
Well, since I’m so fucking SUPERFICIAL! FUCK YA’LL! I am done!
I always did what I do because I wanted to do it…
When the BITCH MONSTER pissed in my car, sure I could have cleaned it up, but I wanted a new one so I got it!
When I feel like going off to NYC for a couple of months to get away from this shit… I do it!
When I say ok, I’m bored with sitting on my ass doing shit with music and want to explore what else is out there… I do it!
And I guess that’s the difference between me and most other people, “I do what I want and you do what you can...”
Now not to long ago I was backsliding into the “do what I can” category. Which was something I accepted because I took it on myself to “do what I could” for one person… And they “did what they wanted” with me… They ultimate role reversal and I got shitted on and left for a lot less in the long run…
But I think about it and see I got a lot more out of it because for real… I’m too fly for that shit and didn’t see past the bigger picture for me because I was not being SUPERFICIAL…
So now I’m thinking being SUPERFICIAL has some benefits then???
We’re all a bit SUPERFICIAL if you think about it…
What woman doesn’t want to marry a “good provider?”
Who isn’t attracted to someone by looks before personality?
McDonald’s or The Ivy?
Kia or Mercedes???
COME THE FUCK ON PEOPLE! You see where I’m going with this?
I grew up in a household that listened to Run DMC and Too Short! They told me I had to have the FLYEST GEAR, CHICKS, HOUSES AND CARS… So excuse me if I’m a product of my environment!
And further more… Get off my DICK about what I do, how I live and focus on yourself! Because from the looks of it, the recession ain’t been treatin’ some of ya’ll too good. You’re a little light (or in some cases round) about the waist-band and look like you need some work on ya’ll grills!
So by now I’m thinking some of you are like, “daam H is ARROGANT and SUPERFICIAL…”
Well maybe I am, but it feels daam good to have CONFIDENCE and know that I’ve made a difference in more than one life besides my own… Shit I got receipts to prove it 🙂
Oh…There I go being SUPERFICIAL again… 😦
P.S. I’m not going to change because my family and friends who really know me and have excepted me, know that I’m not a saint, but I still “do what I can” when doing “what I want” isn’t the best look and KJ knows that too. 😉
FYI: I’m not SUPERficial I’m SUPER-OFFICIAL! Much LOVE to all ya’ll!
SONG OF THE DAY==> NICKELUS F – PRIDEFUL <=== LISTEN
SONG OF THE DAY==> NICKELUS F – PRIDEFUL <=== LISTEN
– H Diddy Blogger… OUT
Posted in Music, tagged arab money, busta rhymes, jim jones, juelz santana, ludacris, pop champagne, remix, ron brows on September 28, 2008| 1 Comment »
This song makes no fucking sense and neither does Ron Brows hook!!! The shit is SUPER STRAIGHT with me though.
Homie has left Aftermath Records and is back on that SHIT!!! BUSTA’S BACK!!!
ARAB MONEY!!!!
D/L ===> Busta Rhymes ft. Ron Brows – Arab Money
Listen ===> Busta Rhymes ft. Ron Brows – Arab Money
BONUS TRACKS:
D/L ===> Ron Browz ft. Ludacris, Jim Jones, & Juelz Santana – Pop Champagne (Remix)
D/L ===> Jim Jones ft. Ron Brows & Juelz Santana – Pop Champagne
Posted in Music, tagged Cam'ron, dipset, drugs, friday, purple haze, the diplomats, weed on September 26, 2008| Leave a Comment »
It’s Friday and I have a confession. I’m in LOVE…
She was my crutch… My crutch when I’m faint… I got to tell her…
She’s my LIFE & LOVE. I got to tell her!
Cause now when it comes to PURPLE I SEEN IT IN MASSES!!!!
I don’t fuck with nothing else but you! I LOVE YOU!!!! 🙂
Roll that purple up… Niggas slacking in their macking. Simpin’ in they pimpin’.
Glad I got you baby! You the only one I can count on man. You my crutch man…
Give me two minutes y’all, I’ll be back with y’all in a minute! I gotta roll up…
Shit I don’t even SMOKE WEED (anymore..) AND THIS NIGGA CAM got my nose open on that PURPLE HAZE… KILLA SEASON HAS RETURNED!!!
D/L ===> Cam’Ron – Purple Haze
LISTEN ===> Cam’Ron – Purple Haze
– H Diddy Blogger… Out!
YES I KNOW THIS BLOG MAKES NO SENSE…
Posted in Music, tagged 60 minutes, anderson copper, Cam'ron, cdq, CNN, crime pays, go in, horse & carriage, killa season, still the reason on September 25, 2008| Leave a Comment »
First time I heard Cam was on “Horse & Carriage” back in like ’98 and I’ve been a fan ever since.
He just DON’T GIVE A FUCK! and I love it! He goes in and has inspired a generation of rappers from Lil Wayne, Juelz Santana to JR Writer…
He put on Jim Jones and told CNN that he wouldn’t SNITCH on a Serial Killer if he lived next-door to him.
Cam’Ron embodies everything ignorant inside us and I thank you Killa for all the AWESOME MUSICand give you props for just being yourself. FUCK ALL THE HATERS!
Here’s 2 new jawns from his Crime Pays album. Get at me!
D/L ===> Cam’Ron – Still The Reason
LISTEN ===> Cam’Ron – Still The Reason
D/L ===> Cam’Ron – Go In (RADIO RIP)
LISTEN ===> Cam’Ron – Go In (RADIO RIP)
-H Diddy Blogger Out…
Posted in My Words, tagged big foot, ciroc, ciroc obama, diddy, farsi, grey goose, Porcupines, presidential election, swagger, T.I., vodka, weekend on September 22, 2008| 3 Comments »
Before I go in I’d like to thank to 1000+ people who have visited my blog since I started it 2 weeks ago. I appreciate the love, even though 90% of you just visit to download whatever new music I post 😦
Either way THANKS!!! And I promise to keep it up!
Weekend HIGHLIGHTS: NILOUFAR’S BIRTHDAY!!! CIROC OBAMA!!! GOT TO HANG WITH A CHICK WHO LOOKS BETTER THAN JESSICA ALBA!!! ATE LOADS OF KABOB (NO HOMO)!!! 🙂
Weekend LOWLIGHTS:Lame friends with no cuff links! We ran out of Ciroc Obama! Porcupines on STEROIDS! Being compared to bloody diarrhea because I have a penis… 😦
So what happened???
Friday, I was being late as usual, but managed to get over to Ali’s spot with Ciroc Obama in hand and a nice birthday gift for Niloufar too (I love birthdays, they’re AWESOME & so is NILOUFAR!!!)
So I come through feeling so ONE HUNDRED cause I just passed my letter of resignation through at “work,” it was payday and had this so wrong PRIDEFUL twinkle in my eye that made me feel myself more than I usually do, so my nuts felt EXTRA LARGE and I was ready to go!
Fast forward to the Ciroc Obama… Last time I campaigned with the C-bama the people had a CRAZY time, so I had to share C-bama’s promise of hope and change with Nilou and her friends. I knew I can count on their vote in this election because Grey Goose just wasn’t as smooth as Ciroc Obama and if Diddy is doin’ it how wrong can C-bama be???
It wasn’t wrong at all and everyone was sooooooooo right and minus the bomb threats on K-Street the night was a magical mix of clubbing, drinks and food that left us all tuckered out and ready for a round 2 on Saturday!
Saturday was even better cause Shaun was out! And when Shaun comes out the whole teams SWAG is turned up to 1 hundred thousand trillion zillion! For real? T.I. made a song about it.
So we hit up Ultra Bar and live it up even though one of our friends got abducted by a Porcupine on STEROIDS. I try not to make fun of people (lately…), but seriously… I got to call a LAME a LAME when I see a LAME… This dude was LAME! Him and his “boys” was pouring cheap Vodka down each other’s throats from a spouted bottle and never did I once hear a “NO HOMO” or “I’m my brother’s keeper.” And if you ballin’ who needs a spout on they liqour??? You ain’t hear Drake when he said, “Bring this booth a bottle and we don’t need a spout, bitch?”
Now dude had a muscle shirt with anchors on the sleeves (I guess the anchors are there to hold down his massiveness when he flexes so he doesn’t pop anyone in the eye with a biceps). Dude had enough mousse, hair spray and gel in his hair to style up Big-Foot’s hairy nut sack for a year… Oh and he had the skinny jeans and pointy boots on to top off the “Metro-Sexual” moment… I wish I knew how to say FAGGO in FARSI so I could have called homie out in his native tongue…
I didn’t know if he was fashion misfit or trying too hard. All I know is that their was about 20 other guys their like him, but none of them had it like he had it… He had the whole package that bled LAME all over the dance floor…
So speaking of bleeding… How about this… Niloufar said, “all men are comparable to BLOODY DIARRHEA,” after our lunch on Sunday… I’m usually flattered when someone says I’m the SHIT, but a BLOODY DIARRHEA???
I figure I got the ladies a little HEATED when I played Cam’Ron’s “Bottom Of The Pussy Hole” and 50 Cent’s “Liar Liar” in the car on the ride back from lunch, so their faith in all “MAN KIND” kinda flew out the window and the BLOODY DIARRHEA metaphor came out… I was really saddened by that statement, even though it was creative and on a shit scale, it gets no lower than a BLOODY DIARRHEA. Like look at that shit? Who wants to be “THE BLOODY DIARRHEA???”
Any hoots, I know deep down she wasn’t referring to me and maybe just Ali & Shaun 🙂 They look Bloody Diarrhea-ish… Don’t you think??? (Just kidding…)
OOOOOHHHH and finally, I almost forgot about Alaa… Hotter than Jessica Alba X 1000000000 trilllion zillion! Real talk, but purely my opinion of course 🙂 PRAISE ALAA!!!!
So yeah, we pretty much had a very good weekend away from the stresses of everyday life, chilled with good friends and had some good food.
Life’s definitely AWESOME when you make the most of your time. So get on it people! LIVE before you DIE and look like a BLOODY DIARRHEA stain on the TOILET OF LIFE!!!
CHEERS TO NILOUFAR!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
– H Diddy Blogger… Out.
Posted in Music, tagged it's over, john legend, kanye west, new album on September 19, 2008| 1 Comment »
I fuck with John Legend (NO HOMO) this dudes music has always been ill. He got a great voice and even though he came in on Kanye’s back, he’s never really needed him.
This is the next single off his new album and I’m really feeling it. Check it out!
D/L ===> John Legend ft. Kanye West – It’s Over
LISTEN ===> John Legend ft. Kanye West – It’s Over
Posted in Music, tagged akon, keri hilson, lil wayne, na na na, right now, turning me on on September 18, 2008| 1 Comment »
Fresh new music courtesy of my main man on the WESTSYDE MZ! Keep grindin’ my nigg!!!
D/L ===> Akon – Right Now (Na Na Na)
LISTEN ===> Akon – Right Now (Na Na Na)
D/L ===> Keri Hilson ft. Lil Wayne – Turning Me On
LISTEN ===> Keri Hilson ft. Lil Wayne – Turning Me On
Posted in Music, My Words, tagged classic hip hop, fondle em records, j-treds, make it happen, motivational music on September 18, 2008| 1 Comment »
So I’m driving into work today and got the iPhone jumpin’. I usually would make my morning rounds and call F to see what’s poppin’ or be emailing while I drive (Yes, I am one of those people that may potentially hit you one day so watch out!).
Today, I was feeling like I just need to vibe out and just feel some GOOD MUSIC, so I skimmed through the new stuff I put on the jawn last night and then got into my “CMP3” folder… I have no clue why it’s called that, but I had this joint since my old RCA 250mb MP3 player. It’s a folder with joints I know I can always rock with no matter the mood.
I hadn’t listened to the songs in here in a while and i hit shuffle and it was a trip!
I was jammin’ to OC’s “Ma Dukes,” Cru’s “Pronto,” Royal Flush’s “Worldwide” and my forgotten gem… J-Treds “Make It Happen.”
Have no clue what happened to this nigga, but this joint is like some inspirational/motivational shit!
I ran it back like 6 times and know every daam word still. I am amazed that I can remember song lyrics, but can’t remember the name of people I meet on a regular basis…
“Make It Happen”is the shit! I’ll add a link to download it when I get back to the spot later on tonight, but for real listen to it on that YouTube link and ride with me on this one. Homie really was on to something.
And I’m not one that digs for inspiration in music, movies and books anymore. Shit leads you astray sometimes. I inspire myself now, but this nigga drops so many lines that moved me, I had to write about it.
Quotes:
“Fuck that let it be attitude/Detrimental to gettin’ my papers, has me settlin’ for “pencils”/ #2, no worse, no better/ I want to grow cheddar on my family tree/ I guess a go getter is what I got to be…”
“Son there’s just one life to live/ I’ma live it never fake it/ Goin’ all out to SHINE and what no-body’s givin’, I’m takin’ / Never slackin’ cause TIME is LIFE and I’ma make it happen…”
“My plan of action; do it, get it done and KEEP IT MOVIN’/ My peeps included and my family maxin’…”
“Fat pay stubs/ By all means evade slugs/ Concur hate, make love, these are the things MEN ARE MADE OF…”
MY NIGGA!!! This joint is is the ultimate in music that moves the soul and gets you motivated. I can’t front… It doesn’t even have Akon, T-Pain or Lil Wayne on it and it’s still hot!
J-TREDS…. PLEASE COME BACK AND MAKE MORE MUSIC LIKE THIS!
-H-Diddy Blogger OUT…
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Posted in My Words, tagged ghost, mirrors, money, new job, spite, usa today on September 17, 2008| Leave a Comment »
Now most of you that know me, pretty much know I haven’t had a “real job” in almost 5 years until this past May (2008).
Uuuummmm and working for people has never been my cup of tea and I detested the regimental “9 to 5” life some people have and are content with.
I was and arguably am a free spirit at heart, but from January to Spring 2008 I had a tough time coping with shit going on in my life… I let my emotions take over and was basically thinking with my heart not my brain.
THAT WAS THE LOWEST POINT OF MY LIFE. Ask Alireza, he mocked me everyday he could though that phase… 😦
I took a good look in the mirror and decided that I’ma prove my doubters wrong and get me a job out of SPITE! Not cause I need money or want to get on with my life in that way, but out of good old SPITE!
So I did and got a daam good paying job, where I pretty much do nothing but sit at a desk all day and tug at my nuts…
Now my mom and pop are excited to def and so is my sister (notice me crying 😦 in the picture). Finally H Diddy Blogger is earning his keep and not living off the family’s vast feedbag, on his way to being a bum… And the market sucks right now, so I got to watch what I got so I can have it later…
To be honest I had more money messing with my own businesses and doing nothing than I did with any job, but oh well, I needed a switch, before I might go postal…
So I get into this working thing and I’ve been working now for about 5 months and today I quit…
Why? Cause someone called me and offered me MO MONEY, MO MONEY, MO MONEY!!!
And I didn’t even think I would last this long in the work force because I don’t like to take orders… I’ve been a leader and organizer since my Aunt Una told I was the ONE!
But, for some of reason companies are getting at me still and one got back at me with a better offer than they had before…
It was actually sort of a fluke, but I went on the interview and charmed my way to a senior position in USA Today on their dot com side working with their advertising and web content department.
So yeah, going back into the work force was easy cause, “momma ain’t raise no fool. Put me anywhere on God’s green Earth and I’ll triple my worth, motherfucker!”
Real talk… I’m caking it and I haven’t even put on a tie yet. I figure by Spring ’09 I’ll be in a good $250k salary range, but I’m not gonna watch life pass me by.
I’m ghosting as soon as we get F in a good space…
I still got my DREAMS and AMBITIONS… Which were hindered greatly by HATERS, but not anymore… I’m only seeing shit for what it is. I know where I’m from and where I’m at and I definitely know where I’m going.
Do you? If you don’t, I think you should look in the mirror and think it over, like I did because if I didn’t I’d be in a very, very, very bad space right now.
-H Diddy Blogger Out…
Posted in Music, tagged best rapper alive, conrizzle, drake, fusion, heathen, nickelus f on September 16, 2008| 1 Comment »
Download ===> NICKELUS F – HEATHEN SAMPLER
Listen To ===> NICKELUS F – HEATHEN (PRODUCED BY SHA DISCO)
Listen To ===> NICKELUS F – THE LEDGE (PRODUCED BY CONRIZZLE)
My nigga Nick is finally getting a fully concieved and conceptual album out. This is going to be a banger. He dropped me some samples to get the process going. Download it and tell me what ya’ll think.
Posted in My Words, Random, tagged bitches, bitter, BMW, monsters, moving, piss on September 16, 2008| 5 Comments »
This is one of my more long winded blogs, but helped me get over a grudge… So enjoy it!
Weekend HIGHLIGHTS: Moved Ali “I just fucked up my BMW” Reza, lunch we had @ Kabob Bazaar, the Pineapple Soda I drank & taking a picture of Niloufar biting into a mushroom we found growing from the ground. 🙂
Weekend LOWLIGHTS: Seeing the BITCH THAT PEED IN MY CAR… Ali fucking up the BMW… 😦
So what happened???
We didn’t get done moving stuff till around 11PM Saturday night and we had plans to go out meet up with some people and do what we do. (Peace to Shaun, who didn’t make it out…)
See… Shaun and I had planned on going to this club 1223 all week because when ever we drive by it on our way the the “AM to the PM” we always see how it’s jumpin’. So that was the “move” till “moving” took too much time.
Regardless of Shaun not making it out we ended up going to a spot right next to 1223 anyway… Some shit called Connect I think, which used to be a spot called Dragonfly. Ali and I get there a couple hours after our friends and are waiting outside to get in and then it happens…
Bloody fucking hell do we live in such a small world and monsters pop out of every hole we see in the ground sometimes…
What MONSTER you ask? I’m talking about “The Bitch That Peed In My Old Car…” I haven’t blogged about this one yet, but it’s a funny story that turned kind of tragic because it showed me a lot about some people’s character and how some people will do/say shit out of spite to save face…
So why am I so pissed about the bitch that peed in my car? Well because at the time the situation was funny to me because she was drunk and people do shit like that when they’re really drunk??? I guess…
Add on top of that the fact she was farting and vomiting out the door and got me pulled over and almost arrested on a DUI too… SO FUCKING FUNNY!!! (Can you smell the sarcasm?)
So any hoots, long story short, I made light of the situation to some friends and it turned into a “he said, she said” because by the time the shit got back to her I was the bad person for letting her get drunk, letting her pee in my car, taking her home safely and again, making light of the situation…
How ironic is it that I pretty much almost got arrested trying to make sure this bitch got home safely and got peed on too, but I’m the bad guy???
Oh did I mention a day after she peed in my whip, I copped a new vehicle because I don’t want anyone’s daam pee near me… That shit is NASTY! And I was in the market to get something new and her peeing all over my old vehicle motivated me, big time!
Either way I won’t change my outlook on the situation. If anyone knows me well enough, they’ll know that me and my crew will play you (consistently) if you fuck up! It builds character and if you can’t take it kill yourself because low self esteemis a H Diddy Blogger NO NO… Ask Kenny, Ali, Teresa, Christian, Shaun, Rell, Nick… Everyone knows… And I’ve been the butt of more jokes than all them combined and I’m still on my high horse!
Now I try not to hold grudges on people either, but I couldn’t help it with this one… This chick is like some kind of DEVIL BITCH. From the first time I really got to talk and get inside this bitch’s head, I was like she’s a bit off and daam depressing to boot. So much so that at first I really didn’t care too much for her company.
But me being the way I am and my best friend saying I’d be a good influence on her gave me space to make the effort because I keep it ONE HUNDRED and try to help all of God’s creatures 🙂 . I’ve made lives worth living since 2001! Ask around and you’ll see 😉
I used my special brand of “logical understanding” on her problems to help her cope, but the bitch has such a negative aura I couldn’t get through…
So yeah, I tried my best and this bitch still pissed on my shit literally and figuratively and seeing her on the street Saturday didn’t help me get over the situation much…
Now I’m assuming her crew saw me too because I think we made eye contact and the dude they had with them came up to where Ali and I were, like looking around and shit, while they stood by the 1223 spot…
To be frank, I’m not sure if he was there to snoop or to see what the cover was. If any of them is reading this, then I guess I am as cool as they say I am 🙂 and they were being little SNOOPIES 😦
Now I’m still HOT because I saw that chick and I take it out on the bar! I’m downing drinks for a good 40 mins before I realize i hadn’t had a spot to eat in like 8 hours… So i chill out and get back into my zone.
I’m one of those happy drunk people when I know my limits. So I was just right and wasn’t in a bad mood over that bitch anymore. I danced a little with the ladies we were with and we went to get some breakfast afterwards…
But still, the sight of that bitch bothered me till the AM and that’s when I started this blog; on Sunday morning. I took today (Monday) off to settle some stuff I wanted to do for weeks and found some time to post this… Finally…
OVERALL…. This will probably be the last time I’ll ever speak of her or the situation. Mainly because shit, she doesn’t need to have one more fuck up on her already depressing existence and she’s got to live with her own mistakes and lies too… That’s punishment enough.
And me broadcasting her “Pisscapade” on my vehicle on the web for everyone to read is a good way to vent, but it also helps me get over the grudge… I feel so much lighter now…
– H Diddy Blogger OUT!
Posted in Music, tagged conrizzle, dh smirnoff ice, free music, good music, ivory, nickelus f, suffocation on September 12, 2008| Leave a Comment »
DOWNLOAD ===> Conrizzle – The Suffocation (Hosted ByDJ Smirnoff Ice)
LISTEN TO ===> Conrizzle ft. Ivory & Nickelus F – Who’s The Man
My nigga Conrizzle has really come up on the rhyming and beat making tip and I think is set to do some good things real soon. Download his latest mixtape!!
It’s an internet only feebie for the fans, but trust me…. You won’t be disappointed! -H
www.myspace.com/conrizzlemusic
Posted in Music, tagged 9/11, i love you, the diplomats, twin tower on September 11, 2008| Leave a Comment »
This is one of my favorite songs EVER. The energy Juelz Santana brings to this track and his delivery always touched my soul and made me really feel what he was saying (NO HOMO). Today being 9/11 7-years 11-years later, I thought I’d share with you this song… -H
LISTEN ===> The Diplomats – I Love You (2003)
“I still smell the rotten people that lay/ Down at ground zero, forgotten, left there for days/ Probably left there to stay, left in decay/ Broken pieces of towers, left at their graves(hey)!/ I pray let them be saved, until then, that’s just a suggestion I made/ You follow me homie?!?!” – Juelz Santana “I Love You” 2003
Posted in My Words, Random, Uncategorized, tagged friends, manhattan, peaches, talking, walking on September 11, 2008| 3 Comments »
Now I get home and randomly call Ace (Teresa) to see if she’s still upset over the Pink Blackberry fiasco and she’s like walking home from work…
Now this would be normal and I wouldn’t think much of it, but she works on like 1st Street & 1st Avenue in Manhattan and lives on like 153rd Street & Broadway… So I’m thinking pure MADNESS!!!
Who in their bloody right mind would walk 150+ city blocks as a commute?
TERESA!!!! THAT’S WHO!!!
So we sort fo chat it up as she walks and as usual we get it in and talk about FOOD. We both love to eat, prepare and look at FOOD. We’d eat people if it was socially acceptable and prepared properly 🙂 . I think the notion of getting a Subway sandwich stuck in both of our heads as we talked this time. She went on about a prime rib sub, I couldn’t stop raving about the pastrami… (NO HOMO)
Now T is still walking and shopping for fresh produce along the way (Such a multi-tasker!)…
She was looking for a particular stand that sold peaches, I believe… And she eventually got her peaches and was “FUCKING ” them up on her 150+ block walk.
I use the word “FUCK” because T kept cursing while she was eating the peaches. “This FUCKING peach is the FUCKING shit! It’s FUCKING AWESOME!!! I FUCKING LOVE MY FUCKING PEACHES!!!”
WOW! Now I’m thinking to myself, “I want one of those fucking peaches now…”
We talked/walked (well she walked… I was chillin’) for over an hour. I proceeded to point out that she had used the F word so graphically to describe her peaches and wondered (in my head) could she be so passionate about, maybe an apple or a banana in the same way???
She eventually made it home and wasn’t even tired or sore from walking across the Big Apple in flip flops… Is T a Super Woman? or was it the Super Peaches???
I don’t know… But I do know when I’m in the city again I got to hit up that fruit stand and get me a “Fucking Peach.” It gave T the energy to walk across Manhattan and made her virgin mouth sprew out the F word like Andrew Dice Clay on steroids!
I WANT TO DIP IN AND GET MY FIX OF THE “FUCKING PEACHES!!!”
-H Diddy Blogger… OUT!
Posted in Music, tagged Bottom Of The Pussy Hole, Cam'ron, crime pays, dipset on September 11, 2008| 1 Comment »
This is why Cam is my nigga! He just dont’ give a fuck and this song is a perfect example of that. I love it! “BOTTOM OF THE PUSSY HOLE” My goodness…. So vulgar, but so real. MY NIGGA!
Listen for yourself and tell me what you think. -H
LISTEN ===> Cam’Ron – Bottom Of The Pussy Hole
DOWNLOAD ===> Cam’Ron – Bottom Of The Pussy Hole
Posted in Music, tagged drake lil wayne I want this 4 eva, ghostface killah, jay z, ll cool j, lovin u long time remix, M.I.A 50 cent paper planes remix, mariah carey, oh girl remix, raphael saadiq on September 10, 2008| 1 Comment »
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Posted in Random, tagged AT&T, blakcberry curve, microsoft, pink, push email, smart phone, Verizon Paris Hilton on September 10, 2008| 1 Comment »
I’ve been bitter blogging for the first week or so, just to vent of course, but now I’m feeling so ONE HUNDRED that I want to write something humorous.
So my Ace, my intellectual twin and fellow leader in “COOL” Teresa got me open on some cell phone shit last week. And if most of you know me by now, I let my phone bill go to hell and pay it right before they turn it off. I’ve been like that since I got a cell back in 1999, but now my bill is $500+ all the time.
Well back to Teresa (She’s awesome by the way), she wants the Blackberry Curve. A very sexy phone/PDA that I was I eye fucking since last year, but was scared to bone because I love my Microsoft products too much (NO HOMO). That Blackberry/RIM shit has always scared me and the push email is lame! I got it (Push Email) on the iPhone and every 15mins to check your email does save battery, but I like to respond instantly to my correspondence!
Any hoots, T got me trippin’ cause she wants a Pink Blackberry Curve… She just emailed me and said “they had a party for the PINK BLACKBERRY CURVE in NYC the other day…”
And I’m like “for real??? A party for a Pink Blackberry???” So I GOOGLED IT! And looking at the guest list of A+ celebs it must be a big deal…
So I’m on the hunt for a Pink Blackberry Curve for Ace because she’s AWESOME and I come up with NOTHIN’
TERESA… Sorry to break your heart… BUT! The SUPER PINK BLACKBERRY CURVE is on VERIZON… NOT AT&T… Sorry Ace, We’ll have to go with the Titanium or Red Curve that AT&T has for you 🙂
But let’s be happy you’re getting a chance at “Curving” over a new leaf! 🙂 Yep That was lame, but whatever it’s my blog bitches!!!
Posted in Random, Uncategorized, tagged alian, bitch, blogger, hilton's, indian, japanese businessman, knowledge, lame, mexicans, money, nickelus f, racist, the motions, wealth on September 9, 2008| 3 Comments »
Working off fumes today because I’ve been up since 4AM. In most cases before May 19th, 2008, I’d just roll over back into bed and say whatever till i get up again at noon to work on whatever it is I do.
Now the reality of the regimental lifestyle sets in and I H-A-T-E IT! There’s not enough money out there to make me want to work for someone again after this. Anyone who strives and/or likes this lifestyle is either ===>
1. Retarded or Mentally Challenged
2. From a 3rd world country where they think working is like a blessing or something. For example, all these Indian people that OWN HOTELS, but still have their family doing dishes, vacuuming and scrubbing toilets in them… WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THAT??? Make your money work for itself, so maybe your other family members won’t have to open a restuarant next to your hotel and start the cycle of labor all over again… Isn’t this why we have Mexicans???? (Now that was racist, sorry… :-() So… take a hint from the Hilton’s homie! Geeezzz…. FYI I’m not racist… (I wish i was cause this shit would be real funny to me). I’m just speaking from what I see on a day today and most of my best friends are Indian too and they see this shit if not live it…
3. A Japanese Man…. (You already know!)
4. I don’t even know anymore! Like someone from another planet or something!
Who dictates to us that there’s a way and means to life? Is it all about “eat, sleep, make money, eat, go to bed?”
Or is it more about what society tells us we have to do?
I come from a family that’s broken boundaries and who has a cloud of wealth in knowledge that has nurtured me to think above and beyond the glass ceiling. So I carry myself with a sense of pride and cockiness, even though life ain’t always been that sweet.
I obviously have had my moment where clarity was lost, but through some devine right, I always make it back to a good space and excel past doubters expectations.
Which brings me to this point ====> “We all were brought up in different situations and I never wish to be like someone else, I strive to be my own person. The measure of MY success in the end will be MY dedication to what I do and the people I stood by/stood by me throughout this trip. MONEY ain’t shit, but something to throw at strippers, but the time we spend with people is PRICELESS.” -H
SO KNOW THIS ABOUT H:
I don’t jump ship on shit I’ve started on.
I never settle for the least, I always want the best!
I don’t seek a “comfortable” existance, until I have everything I desire in this life.
I don’t backslide.
I love with no limits.
I’m so sincere!
Oh and I really don’t give a FUCK how people think of me. I call a BITCH a BITCH and a LAME a LAME. Call me what you want, but at the end of the day you ain’t touching me cause someone like ME can’t be touched. Check my track record… I’m here for the long run!
H Diddy Blogger, Out…
Posted in Music, My Words, tagged god, inspiration, kanye west, love, love lockdown, Music, people on September 8, 2008| 1 Comment »
I’ve been on a trip lately that seems never ending…
Long gone are my days where I was mad at the music business for holding me back. I can only blame myself for that now. WHY?
Well here’s why (I’m still here):
– My inspiration: A “love lost,” but a lesson learned. When things weren’t so sweet the love made it sweeter, but like all good things they got to go at some point when it’s not right anymore.
– My faith: My faith is in God because he picked me to do something in this world and I’ve been told that enough times by my people that I’m actually beginning to believe it.
– My motivation: Definitely money cause it’s the only constant that we don’t fess up to chasing, but know is the bottom line…
– My supporting cast is my FAMILY, my FRIENDS, my NIGGAS (yeah I use the N word) and all the people who doubted me… Without ya’ll I would be “9 to 5 H” for the rest of my life… 😦
So why am I writing this??? Because Kanye West got me on cloud 9 with his new song and I’m in love again… 🙂 I JUST LOVE MUSIC I CAN RELATE TO!
It’s really a dope song. Not Hip Hop, Not R&B, Not Rock… Just a REALLY DOPE SONG… I posted a link to download it and the VMA performance too. Check it out and tell me what you think. -H
“I’m in love with you/ The way I wanted to/ What I had to do… I had to run from you/ I’m in love with you, but the vibe is wrong/ And that hung with me all the way home/ So you never know/ Never, never, never know enough till it’s over love/ Till we lose control (System overload)/ Screamin’ “NO, NO, NO, NO…””– Kanye West “Love Lockdown” 2008
DOWLOAD KANYE WEST – LOVE LOCKDOWN (LIVE @ VMA’S) http://www.badongo.com/audio/11252610
Posted in Music, tagged Add new tag, atf, dj semtex, drake, lil wayne, nickelus f, ransom, young money on September 7, 2008| Leave a Comment »
Posted in My Words, tagged book, focus one women and you get less done, lames, losers, relationships, women on September 5, 2008| 2 Comments »
I’ve decided to title my book, Focus On Women And You Get Less Done… because it’s true… I got a lot I want to get done before I settle down and focusing on a chick doesn’t get any man too far. Hitler, Hercules, etc… Only exception I see is Hugh Hefner, but he makes money off these bitches, so I guess he got to focus on em…
I’ve taken 3 excerpts from my book that I’ve edited down to give ya’ll as a preview. I’m giving a pretty open and frank view in this book to give some closure to a chapter in my life that I am very hurt over. Why? Because when it was going on it had me confused to where I wanted to be in life. I changed, but lost my focus on the path I was set for.
So yeah walk with me through some snippets… Spring 2009 the book hits a store near you!
Excerpt #1: The Overview…
This is an open letter to all my dudes out there who are in those relationships that you can’t seem to figure out.
I’m a strong believer in the “power of love,” but when you love things like money, land, cars (yes the Bentley GT Continental is worth more than a bitch to me right now) and slaves (shit who doesn’t want slaves?), where is there time for a women when you have goals and ambitions that you want to achieve?
A little less then a year ago I was about to say fuck it and go all in for a chick because I was what they call “happy” with my situation… Yeah it was kind of sweet to have someone, but I didn’t have all that shit I wanted listed above just yet. It was in reach, but I had to make a decision to where I wanted to go… I went towards the dark side… Got my chips in order and was ready to go in.
Long story short; thank goodness for fate and where it leads people… I came back and was in, but she was out because it wasn’t right… She wanted to trap a dude and I was only willing to settle down because of her… Oh! And then there was the culture clash and the lies she perpetrated that I hated for so-so long…
All this shit amounted to chaos, disorder and eventually the end of an 8 year friendship and a 2 year relationship. I say oh well (now)… I can’t cry over spilt milk (even though we both did) and at the end of the day, we’ll still have that common bond that made us come together in the first place. So I’m good with knowing that even though it seems we hate each other because of the bullshit, we both know we still got each other if we ever need it (which now will probably be a long ways off).
That experience in my life made me biter to say the least, but what can I do? Move on? Sure… But I got a lot of shit I want to do first…
Excerpt #2: Women…
They say, “the woman that is with you on your rise to the top is the one that loves you the most….”
That’s bullshit! Relationships are gambles and most of all an investment. A “modern” woman doesn’t need a man to be complete or to hold her down.
A “needy” woman nowadays seeks the comfortable life and the support of a man and will settle for the least in personality, class and looks to get it in most cases. If you’re content with being a baby machine and pin cushion for a lame dude for the rest of your days then howdy-do needy woman welcome to the LIFE!
Excerpt#3: ME!
Myself… If I ever get back into the game I want a bad bitch…One that’s upfront about her needs and never lies. Don’t tell me it’s not about the money when I’m buying you everything… Love me for me, not what you think I’m going to do for you if we ever get married. The time people spend together is precious and should be cherished because at the end of the day, you are stuck with that one person. If they don’t come through on all the promises they spilled to you before you say, “I do,” then you’re fucked!
There are some shorts from the book. As scattered as that stuff seems, it’ll make sense when you read it in detail when the book comes out. It’s pretty deep and I’m so going to write a screenplay off of it if the book does well.
Posted in Music, tagged brandy, ray j, sex, sexy can i, white girls on September 4, 2008| Leave a Comment »
Sorry to say this, but my guilty pleasure is this stupid Ray J song “Sexy Can I”
Brandy’s lil bro definitely got his shine on this one props to him and the director of this jawn.
Posted in Music, tagged brown sugar, hip hop, james blunt, love, Music, outkast, sex and the city on September 3, 2008| 3 Comments »
I’d admittedly say I’ve been in a “funk” for about two and half years now. It’s been mentally and emotionally draining. Had its ups and down and most of all taught me that I’ve slipped off my high horse when it comes to what I really love.
And what do I really love? à HIP HOP…
Most Hip Hop enthusiasts have seen the movie Brown Sugar and can somewhat relate to what I’m saying. You fall in love with this thing that embodies your attitude, your passion, your need for change in an otherwise regimental life.
Hip Hop music wasn’t my first love, but I discovered it in 1986 when Run DMC’s “It’s Tricky” came out. I’m from Queens and it rocked on Z100 all the time. Before that I was a Pop & Rock dude and went through my phases as I grew into a true head in like ’92-’93.
But my defining moment had to be when I got that album “Mary, Mary” was on Raising Hell 1986 and my parent were so daaam liberal they let me cop it even though it had the H-E-Double Hockey Sticks word in it (oh yes… I did go to Catholic School too… Mom & Pop you are the coolest!).
Now thinking back to when I was all about Black Moon and Brand Nubians is when I really found my space in the culture. This is when I saw myself embodying what I’ve embraced about 4 years earlier. With growth and time I found myself loving the music more than anything else in life till I discovered girls and even then, my Lord Finesse & Showbiz & A.G. tapes held more weight than a chick.
Thinking back and asking my friends about their “defining” moment that made them “Love” Hip Hop has made me think more and more about “Love” in general.
I’ve held this music above most things in my life for so long till I really fell in “Love.” And that’s where the Brown Sugar metaphor comes in. Was I in “Love” or finding something better to do since Hip Hop sucked so much for me since like 2003… I can arguably say I don’t know. Maybe a little of both…
So here’s where I get all “Sex & The City” on you (NO HOMO).
Does one’s love for a culture/music that basically has impacted much of one’s young life equate to that of the love of a person?
Some of you maybe saying a resounding “NURP!” But realistically when you’re up or down or content, there’s always that one constant and that’s what your soundtrack is.
Every relationship has a soundtrack. Those songs that define moments in a relationship. My last relationship can be summed up with James Blunt’s “You’re Beautiful” and Outkast’s “Morris Brown” (Don’t ask…), but those songs made the good times better and made me feel one hundred then and even now because they “defined the special moments.”
God willing, I’ll have those special moments again, but for now I’m cool with loving MUSIC because that’s always been with me. I was raised in a household that nurtured my creative side and made me see more then the surface. I SEE SOUNDS NIGGA!
So don’t give up on LOVE because the real thing is out there, but when the real thing is already in your world, don’t let it go.
H Diddy Dollar (Hip Hop Lover From Now To Infinity)
Posted in Uncategorized on September 3, 2008| Leave a Comment »
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